Alpha & Omega

UPDATED 3 JUNE 2012:  "Peace with Justice" Sunday,  I have turned over the identity profiled in the new Google Plus program to my daughter, Mrs. Tim Martinez, so that she may -- IF SHE CHOOSES -- learn to write in my place.

Every story has a beginning and an end, but in the drama that is life "for reals" the end of every story is the beginning of another.  IT is, in other words, actually a crossroads, a junction, and sometimes a convergence (Y).  Such an event occured in the Bible with the Revelation of John.  IT occured again during the writing of letters in our "Journey to Jusicie" blog.  In April of 2012 IT occured as girlfirends were writing (i.e. corresponding at RainbowWay.org) and dreaming of a fishing trip that began on Fathers Day 2012.

Speechless

On Thursday just past, Yanni's music gave wings to my spirit so that I soared through heaven's gate as I drove in a van through Las Animas along the ARKansas River.  Weaving these blogs together has become a passion with me now.  IT was affirmed, again, on Friday morning by my friends at the Copper Kitchen and at Covenant Programs.

Lost in The Shuffle

Carolyn Ruth has done IT again in the context of searching for the lost.

Throughout this past night my mind has been filled with dread.  My thoughts were of the sudden and dramatic increase in our AT&T bill and of the constant fear that I see all around being covered by anger (i.e. "Grapes of Wrath") in "the people" of George's Business and the ARKansas Valley.  [Reference:  http://ruth-john.blogspot.com/2012/03/shuffle.html ]

Awake this morning, talking with Dex and checking the news via radio's Morning Edition and The Weather Channel, I have realized once again that we are all together subject to elements beyond our control, and that what matters is how we choose to respond.

The Shuffle

Allowing my fingers to dance on the keyboard of a piano when I was young, they have become adept at doing IT NOW for Abba.  [Search Google Docs for Abba's Orphaned Age connected to "George's Business."] The music plays in my mind like a thousand songs that I have shared with many friends over the years.  Today these friend-SHIPS are treasures, Ruby Friends, that I give to keep Covenant Programs alive.

Letters to Testy Sea (Missy@RainbowWay.org)

I'm not Melody, and I'm not her mom.  I was never abused physically or sexually -- not even by my husband.  I was never forced to bear and give birth to children.  I was raised to give my care and my love voluntarily.  I chose to adopt when I was ready and had a home to give.

Yesterday

I completed a letter.

I Promised.

I have promised my grandson to write the story, HIStory, here.  He represents the generation of children who are inheriting the future.  He was born in August, and I have asked him to be my Valentine.  My #1 daughter invited me to be present with her and his father in hospital the day he was born in the ARKansas Valley of Colorado.  Dr. Schmucker took his tiny body from his mother's.  After the newborn was tagged with our family name, Crisp-Yeager, Dr. Schmucker handed him to me.

I experienced at that moment the greatest joy that I have ever known.  I took baby Seth into the nursury, rocked and sang to him verse after verse of a song that poured from my heart.  I shall always be grateful to my #1 for her gift on that day, and I am proud of her for having done what she told me after the birth of his sister.  I am satisfied to have only two grandchildren in a world that is over populated with greed.

Tenth Day of Christmas 2012!

Didn't want to live this long, but here I am.  Consulted with three doctors this AM watch.

1. My current best friend, a teacher and an ecologist with whom I often have breakfast
2. A medical colleague, a tall physician that I haven't seen since my 2nd husband (common law) died
3. A chiropractor whose attendance to my pain keeps me walking on my own two feet

Their words have all confirmed my decision to discontinue participation in "The Merchant Circle."  I shall, however, continue to edit and update this autobiography (looking at IT historically) and George's Business with MyLife.com.  In other words, I intend to draw the line at Epiphany 2012.  I intend to focus whatever days of life I may still have on this earth to educating my own family as to their inheritance, HIStory.

Updated with a Valentine's Day Invitation from Abba and Billie to Herb and Sweet Caroline